07.Feb.2010 theoretic: wallow in change
Recent commission by Adam John (Kid Kryptic) for his upcoming release “Wallow in Change”.
21.Jan.2010 sliders, switches, and knobs… oh my!
Alllllmost found a suitable midi setup for the korg nanokontrol + modul8.
07.Jan.2010 introducing… vj ghostmeat
I make music to visuals in my head. Always have. I’ve thought doing so “professionally” (or at least with other people around to share my work and interpretations with, heh) would be pretty fun so I’ve been chipping away at it. I use to make visuals for PHX DNB but they were just looping dvd’s with pre-mixed video, many of which was my own creation (via after effects ect). Here is an example of what that looked like:
The theme of that party was “construction” and urban grit and the headliner was Goldie. The construction footage was taken by myself with assistance from MechSoul. Actually he did quite a few clips in this particular set so I cant take all the credit.
Anywho, that was some time ago, like 3 years. Last month I was invited to participate in a new night in Phoenix called Culture Shock and here is a video of the performers that night with visuals Mech and I made in the background:
There is a Culture Shock event going on this month: Friday January 22nd @ Yucca Tap Room. It will be my first LIVE vj attempt. I just purchased my first controller actually. And I’m in the afterglow of geekdom.
I felt like sharing
29.May.2009 afternoon delight.
did this little ditty some time ago and am finally posting it. concept and production by myself with some help from mechsoul. and that’s my chihuahua pichu. yes she skips.
14.Feb.2009 The heart’s trajectory will not be defined.




24.Oct.2008 Luckily the universe can accommodate our mistakes.
Strip away everything of yourself that is conditional — your name, your relationships, your language, your acquired knowledge, your body parts — and what is left? Nothing is left except a point of awareness. Since it is independent of all that is conditionally you, your awareness is identical to my awareness and to everyone else’s. I don’t mean identical as in “separate but the same.” I mean identical as in “one and the same.” I am you and you are I. We are the same being taking different points of view.
- reality sandwich
25.Aug.2008 the syntax of fear
my creations, at their best, are assigned a meaning after the fact. that is, my most expressive work comes about accidentally and without intent; it conveys depth and significance in a subtle and effortless way.
to say that i cannot write concisely, that i do not communicate effectively, may be true. i’m too eagar to use every crayon in the box. my writing could use some sophistication. inching towards eloquence. there is just so much of life that i love
see me in the errors. see the urgency with which words come of me. if i could speak in haiku’s, i would. my thoughts anyway, a constant stream of poetry which i am the sole privileged audience to.
so i remind myself: the truth, in any case, needs no defense.
26.Jun.2008 painted roses
05.Jun.2008 lazyache munny designer vinyl
bought a blank munny from redhotrobot last week. finally in a fit of “creativity” i decided to attack it with some paint markers i had laying around my apt. some pretty random colors… next time i think i’ll use craft paint. nevertheless… here is my first attempt at munny design.
10.May.2008 seizures for the wicked
a couple shots of a visual compilation titled “seizures for the wicked.” program in the background is aftereffects.
09.May.2008 2006 demo reel
yup i should get on making a new one. actually i’m only posting to test out youtube’s video embedding.
music is flim by aphex twin
















